What is your twin flame story?
16.06.2025 10:08
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
To my surprise,
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
Live long !!
This was happening fast
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
Love n light.
Why do so many guys love anime girls?
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
I will always love you.
Is Veuve Clicquot Brut a good champagne?
We became each other's focus project and aim.
NOW,
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
Also NOTE:
An AIDS orphan, a pastor and his frantic search for the meds that keep her alive - NPR
Like a wild fire spreading fast
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
What is the story behind bhai dooj?
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He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
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I have no regrets 😊 😊
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
I don't even know how to explain it,
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
Why do some of those who believe in a god refuse to consider the possibility they could be wrong?
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
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When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
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It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
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I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
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I never lost words to say to him
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
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My body temperature unbalanced
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
I felt beautiful inside n out
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
I know you've accepted this love .
Forever n ever n ever!
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
Well,
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
Blessings
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
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You will be thankful grateful n changed.
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
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Didn't put any thought into it,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
At this moment,
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
The replacement was my lookalike
SO,
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
NOTE:
What I saw in him ,
He questioned why I loved him,
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
It was in my happiest era
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
That I was a beautiful woman
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
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I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
He complained about me messing up his life ,
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
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It's like my blood pressure was high
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
When you're loved right, you bloom!
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
Still,it didn't work.
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I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
I wish you nothing but the very best
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
The panic was real,
N though, you might not know about tfs,
When he realized who he was,
But now,
U understand who we are in your own way
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
Everything had gone.
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I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me